Monday, December 31, 2007


A couple of days back, xie decided to pick up from where we left off about 4 years ago and headed back to singing. The recordings are as below. More info will be on her blog. She promised to give me credit there!


Told you we ( or at least I ) will be your future Singapore Idol. Muahaha..

our first try:

Look at her! damn hilarious.

seventh try:

Yes i like it,
Yes i like it ,
when you're shy.

Shy that way.

Saturday, December 29, 2007


Oh oh, yeah yeah.
I love you more than i can say.
I'll love you twice as much tomorrow.
oh oh, love you more than i can say.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007


It's christmas day.
A day of sharing and giving.

but i wonder..
if anyoneelse feels the same as me:

Have i failed to mention how much i hate my family?
I hate the hierachy.
I hate the bias-ness.
I hate how they change plans as and when they like.
I hate how everyone thinks they're in charge.
I hate it when they hear nothing i say but hears everythingelse they say.
I hate how everyone thinks they can manipulate me.
I hate how i am angry with some member but i cannot express it coz they're family.
I hate how my conscience bites me when i realise i hate them.
I hate how hard i try to be filial but still go unrecognised.
I hate how my family adores those who have absolutely no respect to anyone.
I hate how they make fun of me to make themselves look better.
I hate how everyone laughs when that happens.
I hate that no one here understands how i feel.
I hate that i can talk to no one in here.
And last but not least,

I hate how everyone looks down on us.

a merry christmas to everyone.
and a happy hanukkah.

Baby i am missing you,
I want you by my side.
And i hope you'll miss me too.
Come back and stay.
I think about you everyday.
I really want you too.
You swept my feet right off the ground,
you're the love i found.

Sunday, December 23, 2007


A long time ago in a land far away,
lived the pineapple princess, Tiki.
She was sweet as a peach, in a pineapple way,
but so sad that she hardly speaky.
Still, if you listen well,
you'll hear her secret wish.

I long to free a truly remarkable fish:
my sweet prince.

Makihiki makelini-who.
Hawana wakawakawakaniki pu pu pu.


Friday, December 21, 2007


The recent increase in taxi fair sucks.

With this change, a trip from JP to hall (inclusive of midnight charge) sums to $6 and from clementi to hall (inclusive of midnight charge) is $14. This is night-time robbery!

When i was in Australia, i remember commenting that their taxi charge skips so fast that i was thankful for Singapore's reasonable pricing. I guess 'Comfort Delgro' heard me.

If my mother were to ever find out how much i spend on taxi fares, she would probably realise that getting me a car is a cheaper alternative.

Even if the sun refused to shine,
even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart until the end of time.
You all i need -
my love, my valentine.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Power that kills.

Following the death of the 5 db, especially boon san, I've come to frequently ponder on the issues of life and death.

No doubt, it all stands within a fine line. One minute, a particular person may be having the time of his/her life and the next, his time is up.

Why do we fear death so much? Is it the loneliness? The fear of stepping into a foreign place alone or the very fact that the world will not stop moving for us?

It doesn't help that i've been watching alot of films which further amplifies how one's life can be snatched away by another just-like-that. 'Warlords' wasn't too bad..except the sad, but typical ending of men with power.

A strong word that has led many powerful men to kill and many innocent lives lost.

Over the years, MTT has taught me that to be a leader, one has to know how to be a follower. But as i slowly grow, i see myself eroding away from a leader towards being just a follower. Not that it's bad or anything. But it seems like the years spent in training and thereafter, observing others seem to show me a more frightful side of being on top than the sense of satisfaction that comes from it.

I probably am starting to detest it. Detest the fact that we can never please everyone and as we grow older, the skepticalism of others seem to never let everyone say, " hey, this is a good leader. "

How do you define a 'good leader' anyway?

Or maybe, it's because no one listens anymore. Instead, because of the disappearing simplicity, everyone's mind seems to be simultaneously chanting, " i can be better than him! I can be better than him! "

man, i miss the sea. I miss spending hours out there. Having the power to control my own boat and thoughts. Oh wait, there's still the power of waves.

Lights will guide you home
and ignite you bones.
I will try to fix you.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


Have anyone solved this facebook puzzle:
What's wrong here


Seems perfectly fine to me.

If you cannot solve that, try this:
What's wrong here


Cannot solve?
Same logic.

Wake up call,
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed.
Don't you care about me anymore?
Care about me,
I don't think so.
Six foot tall,
came without a warning so i had to shoot him dead.
He won't come around here anymore,
come around here?
I don't feel so bad.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Holiday spirit.

Back from genting ; back from badminton.
Finally, the holiday spirit is setting in. Since the exams ended, today has been the only time i can sleep in till....2:30? shiiooooook!

The one day ocbc credit card promoter stint ended yesterday. And it sucked. i'm not doing it anymore. Next time, when such promoters come up to you, do me a favour - be courteous when you say no. Don't just continue working as if we're invisible! techno singaporeans!

Had a badminton match with the family today. And i realised that the problems within are far more than what i expected. Grandparents VS parents, parents VS children, Grandparents VS children and worst yet, grandparents VS some distant relative, WHO IS A KID.

This family is screwed. And the problem is everyone knows whose fault it is but no one knows what to do with it. urgh! irritating.

IHG is starting next week and i just realised i gotta wear jerseys for the basketball matches. which means i have to start shaving my armpits. :(

a'right go watch some show..bye all.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Beggar's Song.

Hu liong ah... ah.
Towkey ah wei.
Tia.. tang.. tio..
Gun~~ knor,

Hou sim mo..oh..
Ah jim ah wei..
ah.... chor... zhan.. eh.
Gun~~ Knor,

" Boss, lady. Please! Sympathize with this orphan beggar. Please donate generously. May you prosper. "

Thursday, November 29, 2007


Today's the day.
Rest in peace.

and i'm sorry, once again.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

The more i study, the more confused i am.


forget it.
i've done my best. the rest is all up to god.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Hopeful redemption.

i'm sorry. May god bless you, and your family. especially your girlfriend. May everyone have the will and strength to carry one.

My condolences to you..and your friends.

i'm sorry.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The lord is with you.
Blessed are you amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
Holy mary, mother of god.
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Our father who art in heaven,
holy be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread and forgive our sins,
as we forgive those who sins against us.
Do not bring us to the test, but deliver us from evil.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

What goes around, comes around?

I used to look forward for the post-exams. Knowing that i've worked hard this sem, i was looking forward to the playing hard.

Last sem, it was the sense of relief that overwhelmed me. The feeling of having free time to settle other, non-academic stuffs.

But this sem, it's different.
I fear more for the results than look forward for the partying there after.
I hope the trip to Malaysia can really change my whole thinking.

And it's not like i've not worked hard.

I've tried much more than i have the past 2 semesters. The past 2 sems, i only studied ONCE. this time, i did so twice. But somehow, it feels different. I still had so much problem answering the research method problems. And I still get this overpowering nagging feeling that i'm gonna do really badly.

sometimes, hard work really doesn't pay off.

Friday, November 23, 2007

The irony.

Releasal of PSLE results.
First core paper out of 2.
2 exams down, 2 more to go.

sigh... another wasted day.

Cause we gonna fight,
oh yes we gonna fight,
Believe we gonna fight.
We gonna fight.

Fight for our right to love, yeah.

Nobody wanna see us together,
but it don't matter, no.
Coz i've got you.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

For the past two weeks, i've been committed to drinking 'coca cola' light after amanda told me that it doesn't use real sugar in the drink ( yes, i was abit slow. ) So i drink 1 can per day. After all, it's called coke light, or diet coke in some other countries. Diet = help to lose weight. right?


Jasmine have been trying to tell me over and over again that it's still unhealthy but i brushed her away as being naggy.

THEN, in her desperate bid, she showed me smth...

Diet coke is a joke!
Instead of helping us lose weight, it helps us gain weight! No wonder i've been gorging so much lately..

To think i could actually get fooled. Me! a future marketer! falling prey to a marketing strategy.
I'm a real disgrace to my course.
Anyway, the exams have begun. Sort of anyway. Just survived through forensic science. Research methods next. Really can't wait for exams to end. I'm hardly in hall anymore..always far far away...trying very hard to study but never succeeding. :(

Read the papers last week and i came across a really interesting picture:

women competing in some kinda do-split-and-paddle competiton. how cool is that?

makes me miss canoeing...

Friday, November 09, 2007


Comm's final written assignment --> cui-ed.
Jap listening and oral --> cui-ed.
How come i always screw up at the very last minute?

I've been trying hard this sem and though it feels much better than before,
there's still this stupid fear in me now that exams are here.

But i guess the fear's kinda different..
this time, it's more about how unfair it'll be if i still do as badly as before.

" teach less, learn more. " bullshit.

Anyway, i've been having an overdose of forensic science and CSI.
I'm always thinking of the different ways i would die.

i have a sick sick mind.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,

Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Monday, October 29, 2007


I dont like to, be alone in the night.
And I don't like to, hear I'm wrong when I'm right.
And I dont like to, have the rain on my shoe.
But I do love you,
but I do love you.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

With Jamie Yeo gone and 'love songs' ending too early,
I'm starting to fall deeply in love with Power 98.

All the best to everyone for the upcoming exams!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


Crazy week.

Things to be done:

- comms final presentation
- Reserach Mtd proj
- Consumer Behavior Assignment 3
- Study!
- Research Mtd experiment

Looks little here?
Looks can be deceiving!

NTU is mad. They flood us with so many stupid projects that requires tons of mindless research ( especially Comms ) and they all end a week before the actual exams.


Stupid stupid stupid.

Monday, October 22, 2007


The press are writing tons of reports about it, people are talking about it, blogs are filled with it. The recent saga of repealing/keeping penal 377A has been creating much buzz in Singapore.

I've been aware of the appeal turned repeal of 377A since the appealing days but i didn't bother to check it out or sign it till recently. Of course, the appeal won't work. Common sense tells us that. But i urged my friends to take a look at and sign if they feel for it because of the simple reason of "THE 'SILENT' MAJORITIES".

Who are they?

People who are against the repealling of 377a and who are, like us 'minorities', collecting signatures for a petition to be submitted to the prime minister to urge him to keeping that law.

I am pissed. Not because they are at opposite mentalities as us..but because of their name.This whole saga is turning into such a joke! The war between the repellers and the keepers are so not necessary:

1) We had nothing against them. Neither aiming them nor targetting them. This whole appeal was started by someone who had nothing better to do than to see a seldom practiced law removed. Yet, they take it so personally.

2) All the labels weren't necessary. You're against removing the law? fine. sign ur petition. but keep the labels to yourself. Many of them don't make sense at all.

3) Not only gays sign the petition. Straight people who feels the same sentiments do too.

4) Why 'the majority'? Trying to pressure us with your power in numbers? I thought Singapore is all about equality? No minority, no majority.

All it takes is just a little more understanding from each side, and everything won't be such a joke anymore.

Seriously, i'm surrounded by straight, admirable friends. They are my majority. But they are no where close 'the majority'. Things are going childishly out of hand. And we repeallers are no better! Yes, indeed, It's time for us so called "loud minority" to get 'louder' and cry foul. But need we do it extremely? NO!

Here's a snipet from

Dear Sean (#7824),Dun worry, the keepers website has obvious reasons to belived that it is a SPAM. See my comments on #7789 and #7759. They are a group of fanatics extreme from a elaborate organized group that monitor all these activities 24 hourly. Their fast reaction on all my counter-arguments over the past 48 hours further showed that they are groups organized to kill the repealers efforts. Nonetheless, their extreme reactions have backfired them creating suspicion, instigating hatred, anger, and division among Singaporeans. Anyone who is educated is able to idetify their plot easily, including the Member of Parliments whom are all elites of Singapore.Hence, we have won in this "battle", let them continue their craziness. It benifits us. Just ignore them, and dun have to be concerned on their remarks, the evil remarks do not really represent the majority. I beleive the majority Singaporeans are still civilized citizen whom will not any how name the people of different sexual orientation as criminal, phaedophile and what not.

What battle?!

Nevertheless, i'm still a repealler.
Be sure to catch the repeal377a clip posted and have a good laugh.

Sunday, October 21, 2007


Sunday, October 14, 2007


Every man have their own mentors. Someone they look up to. Someone to guide them when the road is dark and unclear.

And while this man stands at the start of the road, a journey he has never embarked on with a few others in line, this man wishes to look upon his mentor. But with time, this mentor was lost. Lost to his popularity amongst others.

A new journey with no one to guide. And they've reached their first milestone.

Have the meaning of things become so diluted that everything's for an individual purpose?

no it can't be true.
I could fly if I wanted to.
like a bird in the sky,
I believe I can fly.
why I'd fly!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

True believer.

Nicholas Sparks did it again. Except from the terrible, " 3 weeks with my brother ", nicholas sparks have impressed me with all his other books. Can't wait to get his lastest book, " dear john. "

Today's a friday that doesn't feel like 1. And it's a good thing. I woke up this AFTERNOON, thinking it was saturday and i started panicking.. for wasting the whole morning zzzing. Imagine the relief i felt when i realised that it's friday instead. I know, it's only one day's difference. But it means alot..since i don't have to waste the whole evening watching tv. muahaha.

Exams are coming. EXAMS ARE COMNG! and i don't think i can zzz a day in peace without worrying about it.

Why use big words when simple ones do?

This was one of the presentation topic used by some of my classmates for comm management. Yes, why use big words when simple ones do? Textbook authors should listen to some of these presentations. I think it'll do them good. Especially Michael R. Solomon. Who is he? The author of consumer behavior's tb.

His words are so bombastic, so repetitive and soooo random, i have problem understanding the point they are trying to drive across. And i'm not finding excuses for my stupidity. My MOTHER is complaining about the same thing about her textbook.

So i conclude, textbook authors are not smart. They only use lotsa nice sounding words to make them sound smart.


A new fantastic point of view. :)

Saturday, October 06, 2007

I think smurfs are cute.

Stuck in the middle.

It's mid-sem once again. Just like how i predicted, time whizzed by without realization.

This 3 years course is bullshit. 3 yrs human time is actually only 18 months uni time, excluding holidays and the much dreaded PA.

It's been project meeting, slides, assignment, project meeting, slides, assignment over and over again for the past few days. I guess this is the better alternative for business as compared to quizzes one after another. But time seems to be wasted even more when one forgoes studying for doing mindless prep work for presentations. This time, i'm supposed to assume a role of some maths and science teacher, Ms Goh ( Ahem! ) of a childcare centre wishing to open a branch in an industrial estate. -_-'

More formal wears.


Anyhow, i've been thinking alot about SCAS lately. How tuesdays meant lunch then a swimming with the kids. I miss laughing with them + ah bert, angela (?), yuan fang, vivian, yen yen and the jacuzzi thereafter.

Man, i really miss SCAS. It was so meaningful then. If only we can repeat it all over again..

ah, emoooooooooooooo emo.

It's been a long and winding journey,
but i'm finally here tonight.
Picking up the pieces,
and walking back into the light.
Into the sunset of your glory,
where my heart and future lies.
There's nothing like that feeling,
when i look into your eyes...

My dreams came true,
when i found you.
I found you,
my miracle...

If you could see, what i see,
that you're the answer to my prayers.
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel,
You would know, it would be clear,
that angels brought me here...

Sunday, September 30, 2007


Saturday, September 29, 2007


The exam heat is on.
Or rather, mid terms.. although i can't really remember if i have any papers coming up.
i'm trying very hard to catch up this sem.
Especially if you compare to the last.. but my stress level doesn't seem to subside.

I have no bloody idea how this week swam by so fast and i hardly did any revisions.

It feels like everyone's shaking their heads at me..
" tsk tsk tsk.. yvonne ah yvonne. Stop slacking. Follow us. We're studying. "

Yes, i'm guilty.

Have i mentioned how much i hate uni?
I really hate it very much.
Sometimes, i wonder how all our teachers from seconday to jc always say that uni is fun.
Many actually say that those were the best days of their lives.


i'll say it once more..
I hate uni.

Those who feels the same, say aye!

Thursday, September 20, 2007


It's funny how so many people tag my blog when i don't post but no one does so when i do.

So now's a test to see who's reading...


pls rsvp asap.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

would you know how i feel?
Would you all know how i fucking feel?!

Monday, September 17, 2007


It's finally bye-bye career foundations. 3 hours of unbearable dos and donts of working in the business industry. It's definitely THE subject that makes me regret coming business the most.

Having not gone home for 3 weeks, i was welcomed home by a, " eh..who are you? Can you still remember the way home? "

stupid brothers. :)

I hate alvin's Nintendo DS. Everytime i head for home, i spend hours convincing myself to study. But all this will be put to waste with just a waive of his DS..just so he can feel good for studying while i waste my weekend away.

Distractions are a test to one's self-discipline. WHERE ARE MINE?!?!

I loved you.
Grey sweat pants.
No make up,
so perfect.

Sunday, September 09, 2007


I am so glad i bought mika's album. At times when i'm bored ( which should not be happening), waiting for time to pass ( which still should not be happening ), i listen to mika's tracks or log on to youtube and re-watch those videos that introduced me to him. damn funny. And! He made dnd video look good too..

Anyway, Dnd's tonight. But the atmosphere isn't really there. Everyone's home. Hardly anyone here is going. Come to think of it, hardly anyone IS going.. 'cept for the usual few. Like how the girls put it, everyone's " JUST SIANZ " now..

So I smiled and tried to mean it,

To let myself let go.

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man.
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in.
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart.
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in.
To the world you thought you lived in

Thursday, September 06, 2007

5th Sept.

The new HAS system has brought about much politics in hall. Hall against hall, block against block, one clique against another. These politics never seems to cease and i wonder why. Don't we all belong as one? Or have the culture eroded to an extent that no one has control over it anymore?

The differences in everyone's character is clear. But does that really mean that everything has to be the way it is? Isn't there compromise in this world? Or are we all filled with the want to excel, to stand out among the crowd? Why is there this silent competition?

To be completely unbiased, i blame the HAS system. I blame man's selfish nature.

Everyone seems selfish increasingly.

Only students and already bugged by this. I really shudder to think what is in for us when we enter the working world.

Time stood still for you,
Forever at 15.
This little place called heaven,
is where you'll always be.

STILL and forever will be... much loved by many.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007


Presentations, presentations, presentations!

I feel drowned in a world which requires us to talk, to convince, to persuade, to impress. I can't see myself, a couple of years later, standing in front of a panel of bosses trying to bring to them an idea that sounds completely nonsensical even to myself.

When i walk down the tutorial rooms, i see smartly dressed people everywhere. All ready to convince. All ready to fight. Why do i not have wills like them? They seem so sure of where they want to go, what they want to do with their life. What do i want from mine?

I can't see myself standing with such poise, such elegance, trying to carry off the 'standard business woman' look - capable, intelligent, smart. I am just not this.

Tell me why, again, am i here? What the hell am i doing in business? Who am i trying to kid? Why did i say no to something i wanted?

Only 5 weeks into school and i can already feel the pressures of exams. Have i always been like this all along? A nervous wreck who can never break away from the fears of being a failure once more.

The pressure is building up day by day. I want a rebirth. I want to set things right.

But how do i go about doing it?

Have i made another wrong move? I should stop looking back and regretting my steps and learn how to pick up the pieces instead. I should smile and take things in my stride. I should laugh at the face of presentations, seeing how much we've been drilled in itBut things are so often easier said than done. Whenever i stand in front of a crowd, i get tongue tied.

My mind's so filled with, " had i not done this ; had i not done that ; had i chose this ; had i chose that."

Presentations, presentations, presentations. I just hate them presentations.

And i don't want the world to see me,
Coz i don think that they'ld understand.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Pachelbel Rant

Reasons why we should hate Pachelbel's cannon in d.


To all bloggers out there, don't stop blogging. Coz once you stop, it's hard to pick it up again.

Thanks for all the tags..even though it had NOTHING to do with my posts..haha..but i'm glad that a potential class gathering is about to happen. yasa..hint hint.

The third week of school had zoomed pass again. Before we know it, we'll be hit with the great exam stress once again. Last week, when tutorials first started, the tutor from one of my classes asked everyone of us to self introduce, say what we're specialising in and talk about our future.. our ideal end in mind. I had about 2 rows of people before my turn yet when the spotlight was on me, i still could not give an answer convincing enough for myself, let alone other strangers.

What am i doing here?

After one entire year of education, i've finally realised that.. Business is so not my calling. This is not the path i wanna take, not the future i see myself in. I don't wanna be stuck in such a rigid, fake impression giving environment. It's too restricting.

Everyone in my class had dreams. Dreams of where they wanna go, what they wanna do. Although their dreams sounded quite the same, they were still dreams nonetheless. Of course, some of their dreams sounded rather impractical but what mattered was that they were willing to say it in front of a room of strangers. That's the first step.

Where's my first step?

I miss Australia. Melbourne especially. It's tranquility and all. How everyone there carried smiles on their faces and do not think twice about giving a helping hand. The problem with singapore is, everyone's too afraid to trust strangers. I'm a guilty party myself.

Was at Jurong East earlier today, queueing to withdraw some money. When my turn came, we realised that it was out of cash and there was a long queue behind us. Remembering that something like this happened in australia once and the people there were kind enough to let the rest of the queue know, we decided to let OUR queue know. So we approached this girl two person behind and went, " excuse me, this machine has no more money. "

Instead of thanking us, this girl totally took us as invisible, ignored us and continued queueing. That stupid ugly girl! So bloody rude!

seee, now u know why i miss australia. OK, it's far from utopia. But still, i can dream, can't i? =)

Monday, August 06, 2007

Hall FOC is over. I must admit i was quite slack during the whole camp. Sorry guys...esp chun how. Must've given u quite a no of probs. Thanks for being so understanding the whole time. =)

Tomorrow is going to be the first day of sch. I feel like a primary school kid all over again. The feeling of dreaded-ness overwhelms me. I hate school i hate school i hate school. It's undoubtedly so. As each sem passes, this sense of fear and hatred seems to not only not subside, but build up so uncontrollably, i feel like giving up on it. But alas, i'm too hum to do so. For i live in singapore... how else do we survive but study, study and study? Everytime my mother asks me to give up on my studies, I would burst out laughing - seriously, who will expect their mother to suggest this? But there are times where i would consider the possibility of doing so. Will it be better?

Guess what?! I finally got to cut my ugly hair! I didn't go to hot mama to cut coz it was too far away from school and I got a new hairstyle. More modern. I have mixed feelings though. I don't know if i can carry off this new hairstyle well coz it is quite different from hot mama's conventional cut. I asked the stylist to cut my sideburns shorter but he die die don't want. I think its a ploy. He wants to make me go back and cut my hair every week. Come on people, give me some comments! :)

I want the sony ericsson K810i badly.... anyone want to sponsor me?!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Tears and rain.

Everynight it happens.
Everyday it happens.

I'm so tired.
Really very tired.

And i can't get it out.

I see it.
It worked.
You can be happy now.
I'm there-
All you wanted me to be;
All you wanted me to feel.

Be happy.

For i'm no fighter.
Not without my 'oxygen'.

So scared,
so scared.
It's a scared scared situation.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

High and dry.

So quick. It's my last night here in Australia already. It feels like it was just yesterday that i first laid foot in Perth, braving that 6 miserable hours of cold australia air just to wait for the first flight to Melbourne.

I must say, i have mixed feelings about returning home. 1-2 days ago, i was yearning to go home so badly because it feels really bad to trouble your relatives that much. But now that THE day is tomorrow, i'm kinda wishing time to pass by slowly.

I'm gonna miss winter, the friendly faces in melbourne and although not as good, Sydney as well. I'm gonna miss the animals here. Their zoo is much better than that of Singapore. But i'm definitely not going to miss thefood in sydney. Although i still gourge myself until i'm like 3 or 4 times the size i was, the food in sydney is still worst than the food in singapore. I'm gonna miss nua-ing in melbourne hotel, the stress free life and everythingelse.

OH! and of course, the company as well. There's nobody better to spend the hols with.

There's a small part of me which wants to go home too. But this part is puny. Not because i don't love singapore ( a patroit i am ), but because i simply hate school. And school starts almost immediately after i touch down. Not cirriculum exactly, but FOC. ( Looking on a brighter side, FOC may still rock but i better not get my hopes too high yet. ) I just hate the study school in general. Told you i'm not the study material.

This trip really squeezed me dry. i've used up every cent ( i think ) in my bank. AND the bad news is, this includes my pocket money next mnth. Sooooooooooooo, anybody wanna take care of my living expenses next month? :D

Oh ya, i might put some random pictures up. The rest, i'll load it up to picassa or smth when i have the time. Check it out if you still have my easy-to-rem old hp no. If not, ASK! heh. =)

Bye australia.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Goodday' mate!

In my uncle's place @ Sydney now! weather's @ abt 16 degrees so it's pretty ok compared to Melbourne where it was about 6 degrees. FREEZING!

Sydney's very much like singapore where the streets are busy, filled with overaged hooligans, honking cars and very little smiles. Melbourne on the other hand has the best people around. Everyone..and i mean EVERYONE was friendly. The service there was brilliant too despite them not charging us service charge. Very different from singapore. I know. Coz i'm in service. wahaha..

Pictures will NOT be up due to privacy rights. But if ANYBODY, who still reads this old...boring place and wants to take a peak at how stupid we are, drop me a msg, i'll show em to u.

Blog more when i get home.

Bye bye..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Paint a rainbow.

In 6 hours times, i'll be seated in a flight bound for Australia. Woo hoo! After 20 years, i'm finally really going there.

Anyway, i was reading up on some stuffs on the changi airport website and check this out:

New Guidelines for Liquids, Aerosols and Gels in Hand-CarrIED Luggage.

The new guidelines on hand-carried luggage are :
a) Liquids, Aerosols and Gels must be in containers with a maximum capacity of not more than 100ml each. Liquids, aerosols and gels in containers larger than 100ml will not be accepted, even if the container is partially-filled;
b) Containers must be placed in a transparent re-sealable plastic bag with a maximum capacity not exceeding 1-litre. These containers must fit comfortably within the transparent re-sealable plastic bag, which must be completely closed;

bla bla bla...

makes sense.


Q1.What are considered Liquids, Aerosols and Gels?

Liquids, Aerosols and Gels include :
Drinks, including water and juices
Soups and sauces
Perfumes and deodorants (liquid or liquid-solid mixture)
Creams, balms, lotions and oils
Cosmetics such as mascara and lip gloss
Pastes, including toothpaste
Pressurised foams and sprays, including shaving foam, hairspray and spray deodorants
Gels, including hair and shower gels
Contact lens solution
Any other items of similar consistency

No water onboard flights.

Now that's a joke.

oh well, i guess safety first.

Bye Bye singapore!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Speak my language.

It's funny how it took me so long to start realising the beauty of knowing various languages / dialects.

It's been roughly a month since work started at fish and co and i've made friends with people from all over the world. There were Phillipinos, malaysians, indonesians, fellow singaporeans and of course, the predominated mynamarians ( from myanmar. ) Everyone have the habit of communicating in their own native language despite being constantly taunted by the words, " channel 5! channel 5! "

The managers will start talking in their mother tongue, the myanmarians will start talking in theirs. Even the malaysians will be consistent! Only we singaporeans will start yakking in a mixture of english , chinese, malay,cantonese, hokkien ( mixed with teochew. ) and the famous annotations of la, lor, meh, mah, hor etc etc etc. And it comes so naturally!

Many people have criticised these " singaporean slang ".. giving it a sloppy, distasteful image. Maybe these people are right. Sometimes, i guess we are ashamed of it ourselves..that's why many of us try to imitate angmohs in their slang and accent.

But what good is Singapore without its la-s, lor-s, meh-s and famous language rojak?

My phillipino colleagues love their language. My myanmarian colleagues love their language. My malaysian colleagues love their language. Only people like me thinks that chinese is disgusting. And i still do! i'ld die trying to have a dialogue in perfect chinese but ahh..when it comes to using specific chinese words to link up my sentences, i'm a pro. Except that i always use the wrongs words.

yes, i'm a chinese sucker. And i bet there are tons of people out there who are like me. That's why we use words from other languages to fill up the missing spaces in our sentences. It's called widening our horizons. hahaha.

I say singapore slang is good. Coz if we wanna bad-mouth others, these victims must not only know english, but must be able to comprehend chinese, malay, cantonese , teochew ( /hokkien) and sometimes, maybe a little japanese as well.


That's why i say..

embrace our singapore slang.
It's what makes us.. UNIQUELY SINGAPORE.

Monday, July 09, 2007

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Tioman Dive.

Si, si.
I'm back from Pulau Tioman.
The diving trip was quite an experience i must say,
but i'm not sure if it's in the positive way.
Training sucked.

A major disappointment. Especially with hiccups occurring along the way. But when leisure dive started, things started to look a little brighter.

Went to Sakura to feast after coming back to singapore the other day and you wont believe how dumb the cashier was.

There was a brocheur ( however it's spelt ) that states that buffet's @ $22nett and a board that says $26++ inside the store. So i took the brocheur, went up to the cashier, placed the brocheur on the desk and asked, " what is this? "

The cashier then flashed me her most brilliant smile and replied..

" This is a flyer, mdm. "

How dumb does she think i am?!

okok, i know i've been harping on this for quite some time alrdy.. BUT! WHAT KINDA ANS IS THAT?!

She's lucky she's not working @ Fish n Co. Let HQ hear, confirm die.

Friday, June 29, 2007

It's all about food, baby.

Yes, yes..i know. I haven't been blogging and this place is filled with virtual spiderwebs.. so here's a quickie!

Things have been pretty good at fish and co except for the nagging feeling that the managers are making use of us to do full timer's job for the pay of part-timers. Almost all the bosses came down yesterday, making everyone all jittery. These BOSSES probably have nothing better to do than to do regular spot checks, instill strict demands and ask really dumb question to gauge our competency. oh well, I can't complain too much.. They're the one supporting me financially now. wahaha.

Can you believe how food-crazy we've become? Just a couple of days back, 2 grown men came into the shop and ordered a mountain load of food without finishing any of them. The best part was, they ordered our favourite mussels in garlic lemon butter sauce and ate only like 2 mussels. 9-2=7. 7 untouched mussels were staring straight at us. This was too sinful. So............. ALL IN THE NAME OF RIDDING THEIR SINS, the both of us brought the remaining mussels into the kitchen and finished up what they had left. I know it's disgusting.. sharing 2 STRANGERS' saliva and all but........ someone has to sacrifice, right? hahaha...

Ended work early today ( thanks to our very good lying ) and we decided to dine @ citylink's " new york new york! "

ahh...yes. New york new york. Prestigious and stylish. I've heard people talking about how good their food are. And given how much our stomachs were grumbling during work, we were really looking forward to feasting.


How wrong we were.

The food was horrible! We ordered some cuppacino mushroom soup thing, fiery buffalo wings, spring chicken penne thing and a bbq spare ribs. They were either toooo sweet or tooo tasteless. This is no exageration. The both of us cringed immediately upon the first mouthful of mushroom soup. We tried adding in tons of pepper and even salt to neutralise the sweetness but it was un-savable.

Went on to watch 'transformers' thereafter. It was REALLY GOOD! A die die must watch show. The graphics were incredible, the plot was the usual good V bad..but the scriptwritter was able to squeeze in ALOT of funny lines which sent the crowd bursting in laughter. So much better than shrek 3 and fantastic 4. No wonder the newpaper rated it 4.5 stars. DO NOT MISS IT. THE TRANSFORMERS. IN THEATHERS, 28 JUNE 2007.

A'right...i gotta run. Diving's tml and i have yet to pack. bye.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I have a dream.

To cast everything aside and care about nothing.
To live in the forever sweet abyss.
To not stay trapped and haunted.

Send me a bomo.

I have my dreams.

The dreams are these.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Fish and co, fish and co, fish and co, GO!

worked in fish and co for like 5 days. 52-ers came to celebrate estelle's birthday on the 2nd day. All i could do was pour water then.. cos i could not take orders yet.
There are lots of people from overseas working at fish and co. but they are very friendly even though sometimes there might be communication breakdown. I did the birthday rap twice yesterday and someone actually praised that i have good service!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Grace Kelly

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome.
I could be loathsome.
I guess Im a little bit shy.
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly,
But all her looks were too sad.
So I try a little Freddie,
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown,
I could be blue.
I could be violet sky!
I could be hurtful,
I could be purple.
I could be anything you like.
Gotta be green,
Gotta be mean,
Gotta be everything more.
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door?

Friday, June 08, 2007

Tranquility before terror.

Everyone's msn's nick yells, " RESULTS ARE OUT! RESULTS ARE OUT! "
I rushed home with my mouth dry and head drenched with sweat fearing for what i'm gonna see.. but all that pops out is... " CANNOT FIND SERVER. "

cursed computer.

So while i spend yet another hr waiting for my turn to come and check, i thought i'ld just drop by to say...


And as i quote.. " This time, a true job. " no longer are we tricked. We've got ourselves a legitimate deal. YEAH!

ok.. time to get back to reality..............................

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

no longer..


Monday, May 28, 2007

Friends are friends forever.

Friends come and go in our life. Many a-time, we take those around us for granted. As new ones come, old ones gets forgotten. But have you ever had moments in your hectic life where flashes of the past appears? Where you suddenly think of a moment of struggle, be it big or small, and you saw a particular person's face appearing. It may be someone close to you now, once close to you or even a stranger but strangely enough, at that moment, these were the saviours.

I had the good fortune to meet up many of these kahkees recently. Some of which we've been constantly in contact with, some of which we used to mingle ard but was drawn apart as we move on in life. Hell, I have never even spoken to some of them before. But as we gather together and recollect the good ol' days, we found ourselves constantly shaking our heads at how naive we used to be. Belonging to two separate parties then, these differences merge the most impossible combinitions of people together and stories from both ends were said with no mallice intended.

Sometimes, we talk about occassions in life that we have actually forgotten. But once mentioned, the spark blew and you remember how it was then. These recalled memories may be small incidents that mattered nothing to you at that point of time, but as you think back, you're grateful for that person. Even if it was just a single pat.

Such are the wonders of life.

So this is a tribute..
a tribute to all these people in my life.

Take life as a box of sand. If you have left your prints in mine, both deep or gentle, this is for you. If you have taken a shovel to smoothen out some irregularities, this is for you. If in the rain, some bits of sand got stuck together and you helped disperse them to pieces once more, this is for you. This is for all of you who laughed with me, who cried with me, who got dirty with me, who stayed clean with me. This is for all of you who believed in me, who placed their trust in me, who felt happy when i'm happy, who worried for me, who stuck with me through everything.

As i proceeded on from presch --> kindergarden --> pri --> sec --> jc --> uni, many ppl have came and left my life. Some stayed, some didn't. But nevertheless, all mattered. If you read this and you smiled INSIDE, you are one of them.

To those i often tell, to those i seldom tell, to those i always meet, to those i never/seldom meet..


Sunday, May 27, 2007

If i got down on my knees and i pleaded with you,
If i crossed a million oceans just to be with you,
Would you ever let me down?

If i climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight,
If i said that i would love you every single night,
Would you ever let me down?

Well i'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad,
it's just that..

So worried, that you'll let me down.
no longer!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Yo Ho! Yo Ho! A pirates' life for me.

After spending 3 consecutive days scouting for jobs BUT to no avail, we were beginning to feel discouraged and dejected. It is so hard to find jobs in singapore i tell you.. they have too many ppl to pick from and 2 person looking for a 3 month vacation job will always be the last in priority. an attempt to cheer ourselves up, we dragged our stubborn, heavy legs to cineleisure to see if they were still airing ' 200 pounds beauty. '

We got more than we asked for..

Thousands and thousands of slots of POTC 3 with NO QUEUE and perfect seats! To hell with job-hunting.. Keira Knightley, here i come! The show was toooo long and not as nice as expected.. Maybe i have to watch it more than once. But who's to complain? I got to see my beautiful lady for 3 concrete hours!

Apart from the draggy-ness, the show was still a hit. Johnny Depp never failed to make the movie one of the rare few that made me laugh out loud in cinemas. I love his speak-a-thousand-words eyes. They truly display the primary expressions of xi, nu, ai and le. Barbossa ( if that's how it's spelt ) was good too. Needless to say, Keira Knightley still turns me on. Orlando Bloom was a disappointment. He never seemed to change from the first episode till date. I think i still prefer him with those elf ears and white straight hair. wahaha..

a'right. I'm beat.
Night all.

Sunday, May 13, 2007


Everyoneelse went without me. :(

on a brighter note, POTC 3 is coming out soon! and my keira knightley is looking way prettier than the past. WHO ELSE CAN BE PRETTIER THAN HER?!

watched 'next' last night with 52-ers. It was nice until the ending. stupid stupid ending!

I think both me and my mother are not used to the fact that i'll be staying at home the next 3 months. I can't stand her naggings and she can't stand my mess. And my grandmother! oh bother..she's just like " lao fuo ye " in hzgg. Don't mind me, i'm currently hooked to it again. wahaha..


Thursday, May 03, 2007


All the leaves are brown, and the sky is grey. I've been working here, for the past few days. I'ld be safe and warm, if i'm back in singapore. Chiang mai dreaming! - Emily Li.

MJ said it all. Must we say more?

You know how we always talk and talk and talk but get nothing done. I say it's about time we put these words into actions.

Sidenote: xie, you looked disgusting.
sidenote2: tribute to CMT and nanjing video up once i'm less lazy.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Sound the bugle now,
play it just for me.
As the seasons change,
remember how I used to be.

Now I can't go on.
I can't even start.
I've got nothing left just an empty heart.

I'm a soldier.
wounded so I MUST give up the fight.
There's nothing more for me,
lead me away...
Or leave me lying here.

Sound the bugle now,
tell them I don't care.
There's not a road I know,
that leads to anywhere.

Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark.

Lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Then from up high,
somewhere in the distance..

There's a voice that calls,
remember who your are!

If you lose yourself,
your courage soon will follow.

So be strong tonight,
remember who you are.

You're a soldier now,
fighting in a battle.
To be free once more..
Ya that's worth fighting for !

Saturday, April 28, 2007

concentrate concentrate concentrate!
focus focus focus!


Friday, April 27, 2007

I pace the school with deep regrets for not working hard this sem.
Or will i ever?

What does my future have installed for me?
Having to go through this ordeal once more with no familiar faces around?

Breathe! Breathe!

The threat is real now.

Breathe breathe!

It's a miracle if i can even pass.

Breatheeee BREEAATTHHEE!!!!!

oh bother.
Come What May.

All the best to the rest of you who still have a chance.
Learn from my mistakes.
start studying TODAY.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Disgraceful, crazy, absent minded.
Someone sober will worry about events going badly.

I don wanna be sober.
Exam's TOMORROW and i'm only halfway done.
There's something cursed about me this sem.
Something even more cursed.

On the verge of giving up.
Just one more push and i will just drop it off.
But what pride will i feel?
When everyoneelse collects their results, i'll be thinking.. " hmm...what if i took the papers? "

shu juan asked me to stop thinking.
At the same time, she commented that it's impossible for me to stop thinking.

That's the whole problem issnt it?

Oh, let me be retarded pls.

Monday, April 23, 2007

每一次kiss you Goodbye

Sunday, April 22, 2007

This exam's a goner.
Everything's so tough and i have another 2 weeks to go.
Both paper of which i haven't studied.

Someone pray many many for me?

Friday, April 20, 2007

i'll tell you what i want, what i really really want.

Thursday, April 19, 2007


see you in the same lect hall next sem.

oh ya, no cancer.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Uni is supposed to be fun!

Am i / we to go through this every sem?

The anticipation, the fear. It's killing me.
i should take jas's advice and just study, not think so much.
But my mind's like a bullet train. Worst yet, an auto-pilot bullet train.

i can't wait for the exams to end.
I hope the 3 mnths of holiday can make up for everything.
For all the lost time.

but hey.. i'm not supposed to hope. =S

Thursday, April 12, 2007

have you ever felt like ur head's an empty space?
Nothing but air.
Despite putting information inside, nothing seems to go in place.

Day by day, i'm starting to live like i have no control of my life. Time fly by me without my realisation. I stare out everyday, my eyes not fixed on anything. most of the time.

Even if i do, it's at my own temptation and not what i have to do.

Who am i kidding?
Uni is not for me.
Why did i try to be such a hero?
Why did i try on this path, knowing i'm not meant for it?

I feel the stress rising, far beyond what i can handle.
But at the same time, i feel guilty and unworthy of this stress. For i haven't been putting in my heart and soul at studying.
Whose fault is it but mine?

My focus's not on my education right now, but other forces stronger and closer to me.

The walls are yelling out at me.
They're sneering, they're laughing.
Yes, i know..
I don't belong here.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.
People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absent-minded.
Someone sober will worry about events going badly.
Let the lover be.

We fight hardest for things we most believe in.
Impossible is nothing.

Monday, April 02, 2007

I'm immobilised.
Both virtually and physically.

The mockary of life.
All along i've yearned the life of a king. And that was what i experience the past couple of days. All i had to do was wake up, eat, zzz. Wake up, eat, zzz.

It's too easy getting used to this kinda life. The comfort of shaking ur legs while others clean ur dirt for you. Sounds enticing doesn't it?

Well, not really.

Such previledges only comes when you're really weak or deemed useless to do anything. And even though it rocks caring about nothing except when your next meal is, the accumulated fats you know u have to rid in time to come and the sense of uselessness eats you.

So test results will be out only in 2 weeks time. In b/w which, i still have to find the motivation to mug for the exams. Do badly, i will.

Have you ever been stuck in a paradox of evil and good. Of doing what you want and what others want? Or in a more nobel sense of it all, being selfish or selfless.

What is right, what is wrong? What if whatever you think is right is actually wrong? What if everything you say is wrong is actually right?

Let ur guard down a lil, and you'll soon find urself halfway down the pit. What's worst.. the same old pit.

Once again, " what next? " comes.

The mockary of life, ladies and gentlemen.
The mockary of life.

i don't mind if you don't mind.
Coz i don't shine if you don't shine.
Before you go,
can you read my mind?

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds sad,
it's just that I'm worried,
so worried.
That you'll let me down.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Lovebites 2007 .
Its finally OVER. No more liaising. No more late nights.

Thanks Xiu and Sheryl for agreeing to be my emcees. U save the day with all the impromptu hosting during the technical glitches. And to Huitann for your help in getting me the performers. Can't thank you guys enough.

Saturday was the most busy day. Keeping the performances in check was my first priority. Performances were back to back. There were technical glitches that marred the performances. I kinda feel bad to some of the performers because i know their confidence would be shattered when there were hiccups. And to the lovebites commitee members whom i raised my voice at when i got a little pek chek, I did not mean it that way. Its just to get things done. But it's a relieve that everything was alright in the end, with just occassional hiccups here and there.

There was an auction on Sunday. Xie was the auctioner and i was the SHOWGIRL. hahaha. It was a not bad experience as i "sashayed" on stage with all the items. I must say that we did a not bad job as most of the items were auctioned off.

Novena square was not really a very crowded place but we managed to raise quite alot of money and we almost hit our target. Yay. Thanks to those we helped one way or another.

and thanks to the one who helped me blogged about lovebites. HAHAHA.

Friday, March 23, 2007

laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
1 hall 500 people
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
half guys
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
250 guys in hall
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
out of 250, 1 out of 5 is attached
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
200 available
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
half from weird countries
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
100 left
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
1/2 are jerks
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
1 out of 10 are handsome
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
out of 5, they prob not christian
laur [♠.A.C.E.R.S.♠] [FOBC]: OK!! i'll get a pair of red shorts, if it pleases all of you! haha says:
haha 0

Laureen's definitely too bored.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Define FM : cuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Sidenote: i don't TaLK liKe ThIs.

Monday, March 19, 2007

i'm at macdonald's now. Can't study. FM is such a bore. someone help me. i must buck up this sem.

My watch is badly scratched. Its so eye-catching. I must get rid of the scratches soon. I got the scratches when i went clubbing with my hall people. I did not know how i got so drunk that day. sorry people for scratching the watch.

I have fat fingers. Someone please TEll mE hoW TO makE tHem tHinNEr.

i'vE decided to go on an EXTREME DIET.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

I think my acct tut mates are starting to hate me. Can't blame em. I haven't really been contributing much to the proj which is due.... MONDAY. There goes my peer evaluation and class participation.

Maybe this is why i didn't choose accting right from the start.

Jas and i woke up really early this morning to make a trip down to geylang for dou jiang you tiao and durians. Funny how we can't find the same motivation to get up for tutorials. haha..

Exams are coming in less than a month's time now. Yet i still haven't found the drive to mug. This is really bad. I've been a real procrastinator this sem. Much worst than the previous sem. Just what the hell is wrong with me?

Ponning lectures, ponning tutorials, failing quizzes, pushing responsibilities and clueless about everything.

Totally hopeless.

Sidenote: I can't write chinese.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

i've realized i've become cheena after coming to ntu. so now i shall post in chinese.


I have to say my chinese did improved. The food at geylang is damn good.


Haven't been updating in a long time. Since Karen tricked me into waiting for >1 hr for her to finish her "last bit" of the accting proj, i shall try to talk some kok today.

This sem's still pretty much madness for me. The irresponsibility of my actions are starting to haunt me. MTT have always been instilling in us that in whatever we do, we have to start and end it well. Unfortunately, i have been doing the exact opposite.

But i guess this is life and i gotta get used to it. Next sem will be worse. :(

Lovebites is finally happening. Finally. It's next fri, sat and sun. I hope it goes well. There are too many different characters in the committee. But that doesn't mean things can't get done. The biggest prob is, everyone has different goals. A charity event? Ha. Charity is just a front. Some word to make us look noble and for people to look up upon. It's quite hypocritical actually, that we focus on the word charity as we promote ourselves or invite performers or vendors over when we actually have ulterior meaning to this whole project.

Ok, maybe 'we' is an over-generalised word. somebody. heh. I think jasmine rubbed some of her cynicism off on me.

Nevertheless, please do come and support us. At least contribute to the crowd. :D

Date: 23rd, 24th, 35 march 07
Venue: Novena Square.

HEY YOU! 就是你 請靠近我懷裡 別假裝不在意 我可能喜歡你
SO BABY就是你 請說你很開心 我有點喜歡你

Thursday, March 15, 2007

i'm addicted to prison break. its all karen's fault. i dun understand why people say schoefield is handsome. he looks like a snake. lincoln looks much nicer. i found out i've become quite bimbotic these days. I have cravings. Can u believe it?? What is happening to me?!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

i feel so sleepy. help me.

to make myself more awake, i decided to put another picture of myself.

tell me... how do i look???

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Accounting test tomorrow. shit.

totally hate uni life. hate accounting. hate fm. hate biz law. hate comms management.


As you can guess by now, the entry above is so not done by me. Lousy impersonation. Some kinda friend.


Boring person. so nothing to type.


All readers pls click on the x button above. We're just some lame ppl trying to be funny. Obviously not working.

To spice up the blog (bet all of u guys agree that her blog is super BORING), i decided to post some lame pictures of yvonne in uni. to tell u the truth. she likes acting CUTE.


And finally, to show you the childish girl behind all these nonsensical posts:

Goodnight all!
Weet! news in a lil late but i heard mjc did better than tjc this yr.

wahahaha! well done younger ones! =)

Monday, March 05, 2007

What goes up must come down.

Should i ever thank you, oh great one above?
When will you ever deserve my heartfelt gratitude?

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Reasons why i can go and die now:

1) I've wasted my mid-sem break.
2) I missed my accting quiz 1.
3) I'm going to miss my accting quiz 2.
4) I'm still not done studying for ANY subject
5) I forgot to pay my school fees.
6) I just caused serious damage to the car.
7) My IT's done for.
8) My comm's done for.
9) I've been skipping too much comms lesson.
10) I'm gonna miss comm's graded presentation.
11) My FM quiz sucked.
12) I'm still addicted to prison break at a critical time like now.

Enough reason?
One final best of luck to ALL receiving their A level results today. ALL.

someone used this to calm me down:
If god brings you to it, he'll bring you through it.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

It's been a fun couple of days, i guess.
Pictures will be up if i still feel like posting em tml.
So the fun ends now and study starts.

Stupid semester.

Now i'm almost over you,
I've almost shook these blues.
So when you come back around,
after painting the town.
You'll see,
I'm almost over you.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

But she has a curse on her - a curse she cannot win.
For if they get too close to her,
the pins sticks further in.

Friday, February 23, 2007

Kite flying. =)

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

It's the official festive season to get fat again!
I hope everyone have been showered with tons of ang baos and feasting in sinful goodies so i wont look THAT fat when i get out of the house. wahaha..

My family decided to dine out in a restaurant for our reunion dinner this yr. If you ask me, i'ld prefer having it at home. The atmosphere's more lively and happening. But that's of course coz i don't do the dishes thereafter. tsk tsk. when will i ever behave like a daughter?

Dinner was ok. I didn't really enjoy it except for the SALMON yu sheng. Seriously, i've never eaten so much yu sheng in my life. I always found it too sweet.but not anymore! Salmon just made everything taste...perfect. wahaha.

CNY seems a lil bland without justin and wei wei ard. Although the preferential treatment they get is quite sickening, i must admit that they certainly do add on to the laughters. Heard they'll be in singapore for the next new yr. i'm keeping my fingers crossed. =)

Alex has been downloading 'lost 3' every week for 6 wks now. Unable to send it to my comp, he burned it into cds for me. and IT ROCKS! It's way more exciting than season 1 or 2. must watch, must watch! I can't wait for next week so alex can send me another episode. It's comical how the directors can make so many seasons outta a grp of passangers being stuck on a dumb island. Anyway, my family is pretty convinced that the show's more or less about life in the purgatory - some prayer place for catholics who have died. We even have evidence to back our thesis. haha..

I thought 04s307 could meet up for cny this yr. But alas, it was not meant to be. :( 4e1'03 is gonna have a reunion too. i hope i can make it.. it's been a long time since i last saw mrs tan..

I guess i really am losing touch with blogging.

Before i go, i just gotta say...


yes, yes..
i know it isn't really a horror flick but hey! Everybody gotta start somewhere right?

Besides, i was braver than jasmine. wahaha..
So now she owes me an, " oh yvonne jie jie, you're so brave! "

HAHA. =))