Thursday, November 29, 2007


Today's the day.
Rest in peace.

and i'm sorry, once again.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

The more i study, the more confused i am.


forget it.
i've done my best. the rest is all up to god.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Hopeful redemption.

i'm sorry. May god bless you, and your family. especially your girlfriend. May everyone have the will and strength to carry one.

My condolences to you..and your friends.

i'm sorry.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The lord is with you.
Blessed are you amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
Holy mary, mother of god.
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Our father who art in heaven,
holy be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread and forgive our sins,
as we forgive those who sins against us.
Do not bring us to the test, but deliver us from evil.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

What goes around, comes around?

I used to look forward for the post-exams. Knowing that i've worked hard this sem, i was looking forward to the playing hard.

Last sem, it was the sense of relief that overwhelmed me. The feeling of having free time to settle other, non-academic stuffs.

But this sem, it's different.
I fear more for the results than look forward for the partying there after.
I hope the trip to Malaysia can really change my whole thinking.

And it's not like i've not worked hard.

I've tried much more than i have the past 2 semesters. The past 2 sems, i only studied ONCE. this time, i did so twice. But somehow, it feels different. I still had so much problem answering the research method problems. And I still get this overpowering nagging feeling that i'm gonna do really badly.

sometimes, hard work really doesn't pay off.

Friday, November 23, 2007

The irony.

Releasal of PSLE results.
First core paper out of 2.
2 exams down, 2 more to go.

sigh... another wasted day.

Cause we gonna fight,
oh yes we gonna fight,
Believe we gonna fight.
We gonna fight.

Fight for our right to love, yeah.

Nobody wanna see us together,
but it don't matter, no.
Coz i've got you.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

For the past two weeks, i've been committed to drinking 'coca cola' light after amanda told me that it doesn't use real sugar in the drink ( yes, i was abit slow. ) So i drink 1 can per day. After all, it's called coke light, or diet coke in some other countries. Diet = help to lose weight. right?


Jasmine have been trying to tell me over and over again that it's still unhealthy but i brushed her away as being naggy.

THEN, in her desperate bid, she showed me smth...

Diet coke is a joke!
Instead of helping us lose weight, it helps us gain weight! No wonder i've been gorging so much lately..

To think i could actually get fooled. Me! a future marketer! falling prey to a marketing strategy.
I'm a real disgrace to my course.
Anyway, the exams have begun. Sort of anyway. Just survived through forensic science. Research methods next. Really can't wait for exams to end. I'm hardly in hall anymore..always far far away...trying very hard to study but never succeeding. :(

Read the papers last week and i came across a really interesting picture:

women competing in some kinda do-split-and-paddle competiton. how cool is that?

makes me miss canoeing...

Friday, November 09, 2007


Comm's final written assignment --> cui-ed.
Jap listening and oral --> cui-ed.
How come i always screw up at the very last minute?

I've been trying hard this sem and though it feels much better than before,
there's still this stupid fear in me now that exams are here.

But i guess the fear's kinda different..
this time, it's more about how unfair it'll be if i still do as badly as before.

" teach less, learn more. " bullshit.

Anyway, i've been having an overdose of forensic science and CSI.
I'm always thinking of the different ways i would die.

i have a sick sick mind.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,

Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.