Friday, July 29, 2011

From host to guest.

Been a long time since I did this. Let's see if I still have it.

Freezing at cockle bay warf now. It's cold out. Lotsa boats, cold air, beer. The high life.

Woke up this morning in the cold, shivered my way to the toilet, took a warm bath and smiled at how this reminds me of yellowstone. Not that close of course, but at least thr's a similarity.

Amidst the joy though (and of course), there's also emptiness somewhere within. Without you and with the feel of losing you. Things haven't been the same since... Thedaythatshallnotbenamed. Not sure whose fault it is. A little of both perhaps. i wish we could work it out Iike we've promised n discussed, but Guess it's If she comes, she comes. Words can't explain this.

Pretrip was great except for the bout of guilt towards mum. Haha. I must've whined kang to death.

Flight was also ok yesterday. Better than ok actually! Except for the crazy roller coaster like turbulence, I loved everything of it. The stewardesses were professional and food was non stop! Not forgetting the in flight entertainment!

And this morning, wei and I got locked outta the house So I had to climb the gates and fight a baby cockroach for the spare keys. Thank god no one called e cops. Hah.

Despite everything, I'm gonna fully utilize my overpriced $900 trip here. Hope for the best, expect the worst eh?

Will talk more when the chance comes. Finger's freezing up. Hunger's acting up.

Bye folks.

Oz 643pm.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Hail Mary full of grace
the lord is with you.
Blessed are you amongst women
and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary mother of god,
pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our father who art in heaven,
holy be thy name.
Thy kingdom come thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread
and forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sins against us.
Do not bring us to the test
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary full of grace
the lord is with thee.
blessed are you amongst women and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary mother of god,
pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our Father who art in heaven
holy be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done.
On earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us today our daily bread
and forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sins against us.
Do not bring us to the test but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Our father in heaven.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

So I have learnt today/yesterday that mentally preparing myself and emotionally preparing myself..

doesn't neccessarily equate to not feeling useless and incompetent.

and terrible.

piangpiangpiang.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

spent the last few hours drafting the invitation.

but i feel like a fool feel like a fool feel like a fool.

saw this coming.

still i feel like a fool feel like a fool feel like a fool.

能元谁? 元自己吧!
Which hell so bold
or heaven so ignorant,
to keep me away from you,
my love?

Thursday, July 07, 2011

To serve as a prelude.

Sunday, July 03, 2011

Mumble rumble.

Virtuous. Virtue. Peer. Peers. Block. Big. DURIAN SEASON!

Micah. :(