I'm immobilised.
Both virtually and physically.

The mockary of life.
All along i've yearned the life of a king. And that was what i experience the past couple of days. All i had to do was wake up, eat, zzz. Wake up, eat, zzz.

It's too easy getting used to this kinda life. The comfort of shaking ur legs while others clean ur dirt for you. Sounds enticing doesn't it?

Well, not really.

Such previledges only comes when you're really weak or deemed useless to do anything. And even though it rocks caring about nothing except when your next meal is, the accumulated fats you know u have to rid in time to come and the sense of uselessness eats you.

So test results will be out only in 2 weeks time. In b/w which, i still have to find the motivation to mug for the exams. Do badly, i will.

Have you ever been stuck in a paradox of evil and good. Of doing what you want and what others want? Or in a more nobel sense of it all, being selfish or selfless.

What is right, what is wrong? What if whatever you think is right is actually wrong? What if everything you say is wrong is actually right?

Let ur guard down a lil, and you'll soon find urself halfway down the pit. What's worst.. the same old pit.

Once again, " what next? " comes.

The mockary of life, ladies and gentlemen.
The mockary of life.

i don't mind if you don't mind.
Coz i don't shine if you don't shine.
Before you go,
can you read my mind?