Why do people have no qualms about insulting me in public? Have I evolved into one whose pride and self-worth is so low people deem it ok to spit down at?

Even though I deserved it, I find it harder to swallow being smeared at in the office in front of some of the people I despised most than having a door slammed at the face in private.

Haha.

Maybe one day I'll grow to laugh at these incidents.

Right now I only wish I still have Eng's room to hide in.