From host to guest.

Been a long time since I did this. Let's see if I still have it.

Freezing at cockle bay warf now. It's cold out. Lotsa boats, cold air, beer. The high life.

Woke up this morning in the cold, shivered my way to the toilet, took a warm bath and smiled at how this reminds me of yellowstone. Not that close of course, but at least thr's a similarity.

Amidst the joy though (and of course), there's also emptiness somewhere within. Without you and with the feel of losing you. Things haven't been the same since... Thedaythatshallnotbenamed. Not sure whose fault it is. A little of both perhaps. i wish we could work it out Iike we've promised n discussed, but Guess it's If she comes, she comes. Words can't explain this.

Pretrip was great except for the bout of guilt towards mum. Haha. I must've whined kang to death.

Flight was also ok yesterday. Better than ok actually! Except for the crazy roller coaster like turbulence, I loved everything of it. The stewardesses were professional and food was non stop! Not forgetting the in flight entertainment!

And this morning, wei and I got locked outta the house So I had to climb the gates and fight a baby cockroach for the spare keys. Thank god no one called e cops. Hah.

Despite everything, I'm gonna fully utilize my overpriced $900 trip here. Hope for the best, expect the worst eh?

Will talk more when the chance comes. Finger's freezing up. Hunger's acting up.

Bye folks.

Oz 643pm.