So the bottom line was, the stuff's gone. At least until he had his share of fun.
That's when everything became.. weird. Sorta. At that very moment when sui ku told me it was gone, I didn't think of the money; I didn't think of the movies; I didn't even think of the music, much less the games. What I was frantic about, however, were the pictures. Even though I have them all stashed up in my harddisk.
So I'm staring at the pinboard right now, looking at it the same way I was staring at them when I first put it up. The same way I've been staring at it every so often and with Weezer in the background, I can't stop thinking,
" We'll run away together, we'll spend some time forever - we'll never feel that (bad) anymoree. "
How do you keep saying the same thing without dulling the meaning of it?
But somehow, I cannot help but feel like I'm telling the big guy things that are meant for another.
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