Impromptu banner painting, many mini EC mtgs, half tutorial doing, accting quiz studying, embarassing ourselves at blk 49. And all without falling aslp.

yay.
Finally a fruitful night.

Possible accting quiz tml. Wish me luck.

sidenote: Free lovebites publicity @ www.04s307.blogspot.com . Thank you ah bert! Told you she loves me.


Brrr. Go away you cold cold La Nina.

It's getting hard to be around you,
there's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to hide the feelings,
and look the other way?

And I don't know how to be fine when i'm not.
Coz' I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

Just so you know,
this feeling's taking control of me.
And i can't help it.
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now.
Thought you should know,
I've tried my best to let go of you.
But I don't want to.
I just gotta say it all before i go,
just so you know.

It's 5am.
I just spent 3 concrete hrs doing IT.
I have yet to pack my bag.
I have to leave house at 630am to send alvin and myself to school.

Mother is gonna kill me if she reads this.

i'm losing control.

They say it's best to watch soccer live.
Since i don't have the good fortune to catch either the world cup or EPL live, i shall settle for the next best alternative - the ASEAN FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIP.

Apart from MJ's soccer matches, this was the first time i watched a live match, one of the rare times i'm spending hours only with my 2 brothers and if i'm not wrong, the first time the tickets were sold out.

The match wasn't good. I thought malaysia was clearly a better team. The lions were lertagic and rather skill-less. They kicked the ball as soon as it touches their feet and they have problem receiving balls meant for them. Of course, there were a couple of great dribbles but that's kinda expected since they're the national team.

Singaporeans are really hostile and childish at times. They boo-ed whenever the malaysians had possession of the ball and cheered whenever the lions were the one in contro. Whatever happened to fair play and sportmanship? The crowd was so rowdy that by the end of the match, policemen had surrounded the malaysians in an attempt to prevent any fights from happening, i suppose.

anyw, they played till overtime where singapore was tied with malaysia at 1-1 and the lions eventually won in a 5-4 penalty shoot out.

so... singapore to enter world cup in 2010?
well, always aim for the sky, they say. so if we fail, we'll land on the stars.

went to study with hush today.
She has a serious problem. Whenever i'm with her, i'ld either find myself surrounded by banglahs or trying to get rid of ah peks who tries to engage in small talks with her. OR BOTH.
haha..

sidenote: i love cocoa trees's chocolates.

The cheerleaders were good.

FoR xIe WhO SeLFiShLy TuRnEd OfF tHe CoMmEnTs BoArD foR HeR lAsT eNtRy:

wOw. 19 yRs oLd. I bEt sHe'Ll Be As TaLL aS mE bUt ApArT fRm ThAt, I'm SuRe DeSpItE tHe YeArS, sHe'S sTiLl As BeAuTiFuL, sTiLl As BuBbLy AnD mOsT iMpOrTaNtLy StiLL MeLtS yOuR hEaRt.

I wOnDeR hOw She MaNaGeD tO bLoG LiKe ThIs. It'S so TiMe cOnSuMiNg aNd It LoOkS UgLy!

u've grown, xie.
I remember how obstinate u were then. Well, as a matter of fact, still is. haha.. but u're MUCH more than that now. Nicole to you, jin to me, is proud. i'm sure.

and you're right.. she has always been ard.


To the forever young jin! =)

The cheerleaders are gonna compete tml night against the other halls. All their back sprains, blue blacks, sored muscles, kicked heads, crooked chin, late nights and many many sacrifices will come to an end after tml.

I think it's gonna be a huge event.

so before i zzz, Here's a big BEST OF LUCK to all hall x's cheerleaders. Particularly, jill, jas and karen.

aza aza fighting!

sometimes, it's better not to hope.

Man U lost to arsenal. Major shocker. although i predicted the score right. Arsenal 2, Man U 1. Told u i'm jinxed.

Everytime i tell the world i wanna go swim, it ends up raining. So today, i tried something different. I didn't tell a single soul about my intention to swim. Only when mother came back did i grab my stuffs and her car keys in record time and sped all the way to estella gardens. Dropped by downtown east first, of course. Wanted to collect the vouchers for lovebites. That bloody haslinda fella was so hard to get! But she can't be blamed. I forgot that it's a 5 days work week now. dammit.

ANYW, it didn't rain. hahaha. what was amazing was, when i yelled out to mother that i was going for a swim, dark clouds appeared almost immediately. no kidding! i have my mum to vouche for me. Told you i'm jinxed.

heh.

The cheerleaders were amazing today. Though there was a not-so-tiny accident, they finished it off pretty well. I salute them for their efforts.

And i'm still completely in love with nike considered low 4. Define beauty.

off to bath now. goodnight all.

nike considered low 4.

Some says it's ah pek-ish.
I call it style.

kl hates the holes at the side. She says it looks 'mor peng'. haha... but hey, nothing's perfect in this world right? muahaha.

Man U VS Arsenal tml.
Cheerleading's full-dressed rehearsal tml.

HOW?

When the dog bites!
when the bee stings!
when I'm feeling sad..
I simply remember my favorite things,
and then I don't feel, so bad!

Took my final ride with steven's baby last night. He's gonna sell his bike today and get a car instead. rich bloke.

Both of us are so gonna miss it.

We went to lim chu kang coast guard and sat above the waters for close to 2 hrs. Did the talk clear our minds last night? Maybe yes, maybe no. But whatever it did, it's effects became highly negative today. I'm so sick of this.

Double standards, misunderstandings.
It occurs all the time.
No matter how a person tries to change.
No matter how a person tries to avoid such things from happening.
It happens.
Double crossers? A spring board? A step up platform?
That's what it is. That's what it's called.
The bad guys wins all the time don't they?

Gifts are curses in disguise i suppose.

ah, such beautiful masks.
Such stupidity.



Why am i becoming a man i hate?

sidenote: plenty of thanks to huitann for the help of sourcing vendors. :)

I remember how much i hated cathechism. ( some church sch. )
The people were so unfriendly and loved acting cool, for guys, or bimbo, for girls.

There were only 2 reasons why i went:

1) mother wanted soooooooooooo much for me to go.
2) audrey and samantha were pretty. (wahahaha. )

But that was only 1 hr/week.


THIS is 13 hrs/week!



And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not.
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop!

Xie's grandpa passed on.
Huitann, ks and i just came back frm the wake.
Life is so unpredictable. Who knows when our last breath would be? That's why, as the old saying goes, we should always live life like it's the last day on earth.

oh, but what courage that must take.

xie's ok i guess. She was still joking and laughing ard with us. hopefully it wasn't just a front.

seeing how we were sitted tog at an atmosphere like that, i couldn't help but re-live the days 5 yrs ago. They were there then, and now, we're all gathered back together for a similar purpose. Of course, things aren't exactly the same. For one, huitann and i can take turns to be the chauffer now. ks will soon be able to join the club. dear xie, PLS BUCK UP!

I almost knocked someone down today. For reasons which has totally nothing to do with me. I have witnesses! i was obeying traffic rules. That bangla/indian/malay just dashed straight into my path all of a sudden.

Huitann's screams were scary. Her abusive curses thereafter were scarier. hahaha..

someone pls remind me that school term has started and i have to start doing tuts.

sidenote: cheer up, xie. he's in a better place now.

Flames to dust,
lovers to friends.
Why do all good things come to an end?

Garang guni! calling old newspapers!
So yesterday was lovebite's 2nd canvassing event.
Singaporeans are not as bad as they seem. Some of em actually do do their parts for charity as well. And that's a good sigh. hah.
We managed to get ALOT of old, unwanted stuffs.. hopefully the money brought in isn't disappointing .

This is embarrassing - I'm having muscle aches now. hahaha..
i had fun. =)


Well the dogs were whistling a new tune,
Barking at the new moon.
Hoping it would come soon so that they could..
diediediediedie.

watching step up for the thousandth time and i'm still not sick of it.
Thanks for the vid, jill!

That's what i was trying to do

This was exactly the reason why i didn't wanna make new friends.

it's like primary 1 all over again.

only this time, no mummy.

Charity = giving money.
Running a successful charity event = bringing in lots and lots of money.

Practical world.

What hurts the most.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
That don't bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out,
I'm not afraid to cry, every once, in a while.
Even though, going on, with you gone,
still.upsets.me.
There are days, every now, and again, I pretend, I'm ok,
But that's not.what.gets.me.

What hurts the most,
Was being so close.
And having so much to say,
and watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could have been,
And not seeing that loving you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,
But I'm doin' It.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,
Still Harder, Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret.
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade, give away, all the words that I saved, in my heart,
That.I.left.unspoken.